Emily-Annxox

I’m very insecure and have low self esteem.I can just pretend that everything is fine,my disguise is just a bright smile and a loud mouth.Nobody has ever noticed that behind that smile there are a million tears cried at night,worrying about what tomorrow may bring.I have no trust in myself which makes it hard for me to trust other people.Im living in fear of the unknown and getting hurt. I leave before i am left to save myself the pain and heartache.Body image is my worst subject,facing the fact that i will always feel “bigger” than all the other girls kills me.Sometimes i feel that not being here would solve all my problems.But then again i remind myself how lucky i am to have been given a chance to stay here.I wipe my tears and put a smile back on my face.Keep my head held high and show people what they are missing out on. - Emily Ann

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back ♥

My first love will be my first everything.My Bestfriend,My soulmate,My hero,My baby! But there comes a time in life when you think ” am i truly happy?” ” is this what i want?” and most importantly ” How am i feeling?” Leaving behind your first love,is like loosing a part of you that you never knew existed.You feel lost,empty and sad.But if you don’t let go to find yourself you never will,you’ll be trapped and never truly understand the meaning of life.I’m young and what to explore the unknown.Deep down in my heart i don’t want to leave my first love,but i know if i will we will both succeed and go further in life.If we are meant to be we will find a way to be with each other! i love you with all my heart C. XxX